December

This month makes me feel even more isolated from humanity. The weather is so perfect it makes me sad and the cold still reminds me of you. The idea of you..really. When I'm walking around late at night letting my mind roam I see skyscrapers instead of suburbia, feel butterflies and hope instead of dreary monotony and my wanderlust is satiated. Something that could have been instead of a sweetly apathetic memory that sometimes makes my chest ache and stomach flip.


December 2010